The burden that i swallow

If u forget... I do have a family before u.

I have my parents...n my siblings...

2 of my siblings were dead now..

Incase u have forgotten.

Ya..they are not perfect.. They are not as 'good' as u..only in your world

They are the best I've ever had..and I love them.

I hated when u badmouth my family..

Most of the time...everything that cane out of your mouth is so painful...too painful for me to just listen and keep my mouth shut.

Why?

I just don't understand why u nid to be like that

Why can't u just respect people like everybody else?

What is wrong with u

Clearly, there's something wrong with u

It's just soooo irrational ...in so many ways

Arrogant

Egois

Selfish

Inconsiderate

U think u are better than anybody else

Better than me?

Believe me, u r not

 I.

 Regret

The regret of giving up my life n my dreams...just for u

B